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[09 Jan 2006|04:23pm] This weekend sucked. Woke up friday sick. Ended up spending my entire weekend in bed. FACK I miss Mikey. Its been to long. 4 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[05 Jan 2006|03:22pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | This years love ] Tonight I get to go see Aerosmith. Eek!! i'm so excited. I havn't seen Mike in days, adn wont get to see him until saturday night. :[ Oh well, that means saturday will just be better :]:]:] Hah, i'm bored. Do it! 1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. Am I loveable? 3. How long have you known me? 4. When and how did we first meet? 5. What was your first impression? 6. Do you still think that way about me now? 7. What do you think my weakness is? 8. Do you think I'll get married? 9. What makes me happy? 10. What makes me sad? 11. What reminds you of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do you know me? 14. When's the last time you saw me? 15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 16. Do you think I could kill someone? 17. Describe me in one word. 18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 12 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

2005-2006 [01 Jan 2006|07:27pm] Its hard to believe that its already 2006. Just yesterday I was in 5th grade picking on all the boys I could beat up. Now its my last year of highschool. It kind of scares me. Ha. 2005: I let people interfer with mine and Claras friendship. Became closer to Katrina, then in a blink of en eye we were just cousins again. Dated 2 Jon Smiths Had the summer of having not a care in the world, doin the bad stuff with Trina, Amber & a bunch of wiggers. Had my heart broken broken someones heart Sucked it up, and apologized to my true bestfriend. Met the boy of my dreams. Started a new school year, and pretty much finished 2 years of highschool in 5 months. Was undiagnosed, no more epilipsy. Finally approved to get my permit. Got my first job Met some amazing people. 2005 was amazing. The beginning wasn't so good, but it ended perfect. I have the best boyfriend, the best friend. A blossoming friendship among a few of my favorite people. 2006 will be interesting. graduating driving oh my. I just hope I don't drift with a few of my friends, and I hope Mike and I last. I have a feeling we will, but I just hope I dont end up screwing up this relationship. I'm good at doing that. I better stay close to Clara, i'm never letting ANYONE get between us. No matter what, best friends till the end. 12 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[24 Dec 2005|03:11pm] PassionOnTuesday: my hair is falling out;-) bettycallblue: is it? bettycallblue: that's hot. lol 1 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[24 Dec 2005|02:59pm] I love my life I love my bestfriend I love my boyfriend. :] I love christmas &&&&&&&&& JUDY 8 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[07 Dec 2005|01:46pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | coldplay:] ] Well, its been months since i've updated this. So much has changed. I don't go to deltona high anymore- thank god. I go to storefront. I don't talk to really anyone I used to, thats sad actually. I miss Katrina. Ever since i started working, its like we arent even cousins anymore. We bearly talk. :[ I've been able to hangout with Clara I love her. Shes my lady. uh. hah, I don't know what else to say. Mike is definitely my favorite. :]:]:]♥ I love cookies, hes my baby. 10 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[11 Jun 2005|12:02am] ( pictures, duh! ) 2 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[10 Jun 2005|10:29pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | just a lil bit ] Well, a lots happened. Jon & I broke up Amber & Kevin broke up Katrina & Michael broke up (for good) Katrina met Tom Amber met Anthony I met Joey, Its better for Amber and Katrina becuase atleast they are getting over there asshole exboyfriends its a little harder for me. But it'll happen. Hopefully soon seeing as hes moved on already. But I do have some amazing friends. Friends i'd die without. Mike and I have become a lot closer which is crazy I love him! Hes seriously like my big brother. Amber Katrina and I have our own little sisterhood. Now that shes not with Kevin we can actually hangout more without him getting mad. I love it so much. Things are getting better. We've been so busy this summer so many people to hangout with so little time. oh my! This weekend should be fun, it better be! wooo pics soon! 1 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[25 Mar 2005|11:04pm] timebabylll shes obsessed with me. lmfao 1 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[25 Mar 2005|10:29pm] [ mood | creative ] KRIZZ&JFIZZ BESTFRIENDSFOREVER. SO MANY MEMORIES.  I LOVE YOU   1 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[10 Mar 2005|05:45pm] I really miss the old days 1 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[06 Mar 2005|08:49pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | I'll be seeing you ] So, Julie came over today. We had so much fun hah, We walked to BK to see Ryan but turns out he wasn't there so we walked to Publix and just fooled around, then we came home and watched the notebook. Clara stopped by and gave me a titanic poster, and tomatoe soup. Oh and Julie gave me a "bear" but i swear its a cat heh and a braclet she made. :):) ( Pictures ) 5 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[05 Mar 2005|12:03am] [ mood | creative ] :)( shhhhhhhhhhhhhhit ) 13 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[01 Mar 2005|06:35pm] HEY JULIE YOU ARE A FUCKING VAMPIRE BUT I LUB YEW edit: Aimee whats going on with you? "who said date rape isn't kind?"

[26 Feb 2005|09:29pm] [ mood | giggly ] MY TWO FAVORITE LITTLE SLUTS fossxrose3: we look like elite sluts fossxrose3: :-) 9 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[26 Feb 2005|04:03pm] [ mood | &inpain ] [ music | DrawnTogether ] So, last night was really nice. Jonster came over and he was very giggly it was really cute. We just hungout for a little bit, and let me tell you it meant the world to me. He downloaded some comdey thing with Pablo Francisco and it didn't get done until literally 2 mins after he left. What a shame. Its really funny. He's wonderful. I love him Tonight I think Krizzles coming over. I hope so I havn't seen her in 2 weeks & I miss her. "who said date rape isn't kind?"

I just end up screwing everything up. [23 Feb 2005|08:37pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | you've got it bad ] So, where do i begin? Valentines day started out horrible. I ended up having a seizure while I was getting ready for school so I wasn't able to go. I didn't get to see Jon becuase he had to work. I've been sick ever since. I ended up getting strep and mono and who knows what else. Being sick has for this long has been one of the worst experieces i've had. It feels like Jon and I are drifting, I hope this is just me. I seem to have these moments but who doesn't? But its like, I get so worked up becuase i'm scared i'm going to lose him. I'm absolutly in love with this kid. Everything about him makes me happy, I giggle like a little girl when i talk about him. I would do anything for him. And I guess even the thought of maybe losing him is the worst thought to go through my head. I'd rather die with him, then lose him. I can never be mad at him, if i am the second I hear his voice everything changes. Its actually weird becuase i've never had a problem with expressing things in words, but its SO hard to express the way i feel with different words than " I love him " or " I love you " I want to say something else. I want him, I want to be in his arms. Its been so long since he's just held me. And I miss it more than anything. I cannot wait until i'm completely better, I can't wait until I can make some drastic changes, make myself a better girlfriend, do something. I'll do everything. And I will change myself I never thought i'd change myself for a guy. But this ones different. This one is really different. 4 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

[25 Jan 2005|09:13pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | cherry popin daddys? ] Last night i went to the mall with Jon Chad and Ryan-let me tell you that was an adventure. :)( utoh;) ) 9 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

"this shirt makes me boobs itch-trina" [23 Jan 2005|04:17pm] [ mood | & Happy ] [ music | Daffodil Lament ] So, friday Katrina come home with me from school we tried to act mature and still have fun-but that didn't work. We ended up being as hyper as we've both been in along time. We even made a "save the peacocks" petition AND we got people to sign it, people we didn't know. Theres a awesome story behide it but thats way to much to type so use your imagination. Then i went home with her. Saturday we waited for Elizabeth to pick us up for Jons show. We went back to her house and ate some food Gregs mom made-it was really good. Then we headed up to downtown deland. Wow, they actually did really good for there first show. I loved it. It was our seven month anniversary. Jesus I love him. We were going to stay at Elizabeths house but my mom made me come home becuase i didn't do my chores-funny thing was is I wasn't home to do them and i still got bitched at. WTF? So she dropped Katrina and I off here. Katrina just left about 10 mins ago, and i hope i can see Jon today. I really miss my pumpkin butt. 1 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

cøme scream..... [16 Jan 2005|07:55pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | ode to my family ] < 4 virgin"who said date rape isn't kind?"

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