Jessica

fadingmoments @ 2006-01-09T16:23:00

2006-01-09T21:24:03Z

This weekend sucked.
Woke up friday sick.
Ended up spending my entire weekend in bed.
FACK
I miss Mikey.

Its been to long.

fadingmoments @ 2006-01-05T15:22:00

2006-01-05T20:24:07Z

Tonight I get to go see Aerosmith. Eek!!
i'm so excited.
I havn't seen Mike in days, adn wont get to see him until saturday night.
:[
Oh well, that means saturday will just be better :]:]:]

Hah, i'm bored.
Do it!

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I loveable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?

2005-2006

2006-01-02T00:41:43Z

Its hard to believe that its already 2006. Just yesterday I was in 5th grade picking on all the boys I could beat up. Now its my last year of highschool. It kind of scares me. Ha.
2005:
I let people interfer with mine and Claras friendship.
Became closer to Katrina, then in a blink of en eye we were just cousins again.
Dated 2 Jon Smiths
Had the summer of having not a care in the world, doin the bad stuff with Trina, Amber & a bunch of wiggers.
Had my heart broken
broken someones heart
Sucked it up, and apologized to my true bestfriend.
Met the boy of my dreams.
Started a new school year, and pretty much finished 2 years of highschool in 5 months.
Was undiagnosed, no more epilipsy.
Finally approved to get my permit.
Got my first job
Met some amazing people.
2005 was amazing. The beginning wasn't so good, but it ended perfect. I have the best boyfriend, the best friend. A blossoming friendship among a few of my favorite people.

2006 will be interesting.
graduating
driving
oh my.
I just hope I don't drift with a few of my friends, and I hope Mike and I last. I have a feeling we will, but I just hope I dont end up screwing up this relationship. I'm good at doing that.
I better stay close to Clara, i'm never letting ANYONE get between us. No matter what, best friends till the end.

fadingmoments @ 2005-12-24T15:11:00

2005-12-24T20:11:13Z

PassionOnTuesday: my hair is falling out;-)
bettycallblue: is it?
bettycallblue: that's hot. lol

fadingmoments @ 2005-12-24T14:59:00

2005-12-24T20:01:40Z

I love my life
I love my bestfriend
I love my boyfriend.
:]
I love christmas
&&&&&&&&& JUDY

fadingmoments @ 2005-12-07T13:46:00

2005-12-07T18:50:54Z

Well, its been months since i've updated this. So much has changed. I don't go to deltona high anymore- thank god. I go to storefront. I don't talk to really anyone I used to, thats sad actually. I miss Katrina. Ever since i started working, its like we arent even cousins anymore. We bearly talk. :[ I've been able to hangout with Clara I love her. Shes my lady.
uh. hah, I don't know what else to say.

Mike is definitely my favorite. :]:]:]♥
I love cookies, hes my baby.

fadingmoments @ 2005-06-11T00:02:00

2005-06-11T04:05:05Z

fadingmoments @ 2005-06-10T22:29:00

2005-06-11T02:37:56Z

Well, a lots happened.

Jon & I broke up
Amber & Kevin broke up
Katrina & Michael broke up (for good)

Katrina met Tom
Amber met Anthony
I met Joey,

Its better for Amber and Katrina becuase atleast they are getting over there asshole exboyfriends its a little harder for me. But it'll happen. Hopefully soon seeing as hes moved on already. But I do have some amazing friends. Friends i'd die without. Mike and I have become a lot closer which is crazy I love him! Hes seriously like my big brother.
Amber Katrina and I have our own little sisterhood. Now that shes not with Kevin we can actually hangout more without him getting mad. I love it so much. Things are getting better. We've been so busy this summer so many people to hangout with so little time. oh my!
This weekend should be fun, it better be!

wooo pics soon!

fadingmoments @ 2005-03-25T23:04:00

2005-03-26T07:05:16Z

timebabylll

shes obsessed with me. lmfao

fadingmoments @ 2005-03-25T22:29:00

2005-03-26T06:30:52Z

KRIZZ&JFIZZ BESTFRIENDSFOREVER.

SO MANY MEMORIES. I LOVE YOU

fadingmoments @ 2005-03-10T17:45:00

2005-03-10T22:45:25Z

I really miss the old days

fadingmoments @ 2005-03-06T20:49:00

2005-03-07T01:48:48Z

So, Julie came over today. We had so much fun hah, We walked to BK to see Ryan but turns out he wasn't there so we walked to Publix and just fooled around, then we came home and watched the notebook. Clara stopped by and gave me a titanic poster, and tomatoe soup. Oh and Julie gave me a "bear" but i swear its a cat heh and a braclet she made. :):)

fadingmoments @ 2005-03-05T00:03:00

2005-03-05T05:13:24Z

fadingmoments @ 2005-03-01T18:35:00

2005-03-01T23:38:05Z

HEY JULIE YOU ARE A FUCKING VAMPIRE BUT I LUB YEW

edit: Aimee whats going on with you?

fadingmoments @ 2005-02-26T21:29:00

2005-02-27T02:30:23Z

MY TWO FAVORITE LITTLE SLUTS

fossxrose3: we look like elite sluts
fossxrose3: :-)

fadingmoments @ 2005-02-26T16:03:00

2005-02-26T21:05:43Z

So, last night was really nice. Jonster came over and he was very giggly it was really cute. We just hungout for a little bit, and let me tell you it meant the world to me. He downloaded some comdey thing with Pablo Francisco and it didn't get done until literally 2 mins after he left. What a shame. Its really funny. He's wonderful. I love him
Tonight I think Krizzles coming over. I hope so I havn't seen her in 2 weeks & I miss her.

I just end up screwing everything up.

2005-02-24T01:46:50Z

So, where do i begin? Valentines day started out horrible. I ended up having a seizure while I was getting ready for school so I wasn't able to go. I didn't get to see Jon becuase he had to work. I've been sick ever since. I ended up getting strep and mono and who knows what else. Being sick has for this long has been one of the worst experieces i've had. It feels like Jon and I are drifting, I hope this is just me. I seem to have these moments but who doesn't? But its like, I get so worked up becuase i'm scared i'm going to lose him. I'm absolutly in love with this kid. Everything about him makes me happy, I giggle like a little girl when i talk about him. I would do anything for him. And I guess even the thought of maybe losing him is the worst thought to go through my head. I'd rather die with him, then lose him. I can never be mad at him, if i am the second I hear his voice everything changes. Its actually weird becuase i've never had a problem with expressing things in words, but its SO hard to express the way i feel with different words than " I love him " or " I love you " I want to say something else. I want him, I want to be in his arms. Its been so long since he's just held me. And I miss it more than anything. I cannot wait until i'm completely better, I can't wait until I can make some drastic changes, make myself a better girlfriend, do something. I'll do everything. And I will change myself I never thought i'd change myself for a guy. But this ones different. This one is really different.

fadingmoments @ 2005-01-25T21:13:00

2005-01-26T02:18:24Z

Last night i went to the mall with Jon Chad and Ryan-let me tell you that was an adventure. :)

theres A LOT more but i'm to lazt to upload them :)

"this shirt makes me boobs itch-trina"

2005-01-23T21:23:53Z

So, friday Katrina come home with me from school we tried to act mature and still have fun-but that didn't work. We ended up being as hyper as we've both been in along time. We even made a "save the peacocks" petition AND we got people to sign it, people we didn't know. Theres a awesome story behide it but thats way to much to type so use your imagination. Then i went home with her.
Saturday we waited for Elizabeth to pick us up for Jons show. We went back to her house and ate some food Gregs mom made-it was really good. Then we headed up to downtown deland. Wow, they actually did really good for there first show. I loved it. It was our seven month anniversary. Jesus I love him. We were going to stay at Elizabeths house but my mom made me come home becuase i didn't do my chores-funny thing was is I wasn't home to do them and i still got bitched at. WTF? So she dropped Katrina and I off here. Katrina just left about 10 mins ago, and i hope i can see Jon today. I really miss my pumpkin butt.

cøme scream.....

2005-01-17T01:01:35Z

fadingmoments @ 2005-01-13T18:27:00

2005-01-13T23:30:05Z

Leave an anonymous comment with
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omg that shows how bored i am. I hate not going to school but until i get better i can't go. eek! I got the notice for teen court in the mail today. i wonder how much trouble i'm going to get into. i went to jons band pratice yesterday, they sound really good. i miss katrina, it seems like its been forever.

PRIHInhFPGMFdg

2005-01-08T22:31:45Z

what did you say?

2005-01-08T03:11:50Z

I'm confused with my household, expecially my brother. Hes never nice to me anymore, maybe its becuase i've changed I dont know. I have three best friends. Katrina Aimee and Clara. None of them our single, and either am i. I'm scared i'm going to mess up and i'll be dumped, and my heart will be broken. Only becuase I couldnt be happier I smile a lot now i like it. A year ago no one could really make me smile. A year ago I wanted to die and i hated my life Now I love life and i tell my family that and actually mean it. I hate my new classes, but i love my old ones. Wonderful Tonight makes me sad when i listen to it. Katrina makes me happy when i talk to her. Clara makes me sound possessed when I talk to her on the phone. Aimee doesn't talk to me that much anymore. Theres dead flowers on my window. Katrina kicked me at Ashleys and made me fall on a windowseal. She also forgot to tell me to watch for the watermeter when i was blindfolded. It was all funny, except for the pain. I'm listening to Elvis right now, his songs also make me sad. My walls are green, Jon said its ugly but i really like it. My walls are shaking becuase of michael and kevin. My sisters getting married November 5th. I might as well be the weddingsinger, i'll be drunk.....hopefully. I like making things, until i'm done then i realize everything i make turns out ugly. I have my own room. The song Manic Monday reminds me of Katrina a lot. I comment the most about Katrina becuase she is my favorite person. Shes my cousin and my bestfriend, she has been since she was born. We are 29 days apart I'm always on the left of the pictures. We are the perfect team together, bitchy=perfection. We danced to the lizzie mcguire song last week, and wore toe socks skirts and shirts you'd never see us in. We once lived together and shared a room. Her nickname is Krizzle, mine is Jfizzle. We once tried to capture bloodymary with a frizzbe full of glue and needles. We were very gullible, and we'd do anything to get her away from us.If she died i'd probably kill myself since a part of me would be missing and someone can't life like that, atleast i can't. So Jons the best thing that has ever happened to me. I seriously didn't believe i could ever be this happy with someone. I've been extremely happy for almost 7 months now. The things he says to me and does to me is so wonderful. I love when its just us. I'm not scared to tell him things, I feel as if he won't judge me or judge my body. fiona apples good yeah. shut up

oh my

2005-01-07T00:56:14Z

well i've been sick this week so i havn't been going to school. I really hate being sick its the worst thing ever. I miss Jon so much. And its been weeks since i've seen aimee, i'm going insane. I'm going to school tomorrow so i can get my missing work. eek! I don't like my new classes but i have lunch with Jon so thats good :) hah I got Clara sick, does that shock you?

Aimee I <3 you!!

fadingmoments @ 2004-12-30T17:46:00

2004-12-30T22:48:23Z

christmas break consisted of
Katrina
Ashley
Jon
&
Clara
ohhh jooyyy ;)

oh and i dyed my hair....again